oh yeah, poofy too. and thanks roxy.

karen, I've seen you say that in all of missing threads - my title wasn't really a question. as said, some have not responded and just wanted to say I miss them. I know I asked in end of my original post, I thought it might'd help.

it's possibly is because of summer too but this has been like this since I came back; two months ago?

michelle, thank you for your post, I appreciate it greatly. let me PM you the rest later (if I can lol), but please don't feel bad and I understand. really. I was like that a couple of months before, just the bad timing we're through I guess. I've had a worst day yesterday - probably the first one ever since my friend killed herself (in february) - and my friends couldn't be there to talk with. this site is only my line of friends, I do have some out of this site but we don't share the love of animals. and they're not more understandingable.

this site and people are just so different now, especially when I left the last time. three of my friends here whose had their pet died and I just feel bad. for everyone too - all of the deaths, fights and judgements and those good people are now gone. maybe I should leave too and move on.

my understanding, it wouldn't be one drastic change if one person leave at a time lol. I just wish things would rewinded back to the same or fastforward to get better. anyway, I miss how pet talk used to be.