Thank you everyone. Too bad T.j doesn't know Zoey is in pain. Zoey was sitting in HIS bed, and T.j went over and sat on her. I guess he was trying to give her a hint that it's his bed and not hers to lay on. Of course Zoey yelped in pain, and after that was not walking any better tonight.

I still feel like I am in a dream, and about to wake up. I always wanted to add another dog to our agility family, but this is not the way I wanted it to happen. I just can't stop crying. I can't stop thinking and wondering how long she is going to be with us. She is so upset when I go to work and don't take her with me.

Sorry to give this grief on you, but I can't show my pain at work or when I am teaching agility. Everybody at work always says I am so sorry. It's so hard for me to hold back my tears. It's hard for me to stay strong. I never knew how much she affects my whole life, she is the being I am here on this world. She saved me from suiside. She is just my everything. I just want her to be healthy again. I just can't belive this is real, someone pinch me.