Quote Originally Posted by crow_noir
OMG that is wonderful!!! You really needed some great news!

I wonder if the shaking is from adrenalin?

Heck, i don't even know you and i'm almost crying tears of joy for you. Don't feel ashamed to celebrate!
The shaking is from anxiety. Whenever my heart starts to hurt, I start to shake, happy or not... I still get panicky when I'm happy.. its really confusing.. part of me is YAY & part of me is RUN AWAY!! Thats why I hate getting too excited, anxiety blows :P

I just don't like crying at work, the ladies there already worry about me, don't need to give them more reasons to worry. When I get my meds (before I take them). I'm bringing all the infor about the meds to work & having a meeting with Kerry & Lisa. As I see them the most & I almost live at work, they can keep a closer eye on me to make sure my meds are working & not messing me up. I've been told that people can become very suicidal for the first week on these types of meds.. so the first week, you need to be watched, then after that your in the clear...

I'm moving to the 9th floor on monday, so I'm gonna have to tell my boss & my work partner too. (I trust all 4 of them, 3 of them know what I've been through the past year & have been helping me open up )


Dr.Goodnow,
Thanks