So many emotions.....

[Karen]

You'll be in our prayers.

[Pawsitive Thinking]

How very sad for you all. The fact that your "ex" took the trouble to call you means he wanted you to know and to be there.

I hope any ill feeling can be put aside for one day - in honour of the young life cut so tragically short.

{{{hugs}}}

[Barbiecat]

I'm so sorry to hear your news. As has been said in the past, suicide is a permanent answer to a temporary problem. Nobody should ever have to face this as their only option. It's so sad that they didn't seek any help, or if they did, that it didn't work for them. Take care, and good luck.

[Donnaj4962]

Thank you all for your support and kind words. I am feeling better about attending, but I am still a little nervous. He called me again last night and assured me that he had talked with the family, and they are all happy that I will be attending, and are anxious to see me. (He talked to his folks and his grandparents, but not his Aunt and Uncle, the parents of the cousin who died.) He said that he will be watching for me to come in. I am hoping that means that he will be there to support me with the rest of the family. I am certain that he will be decent to me. It is his Mother that I am concerned about. She can be a real **treat**, if you now what I mean. My plan is to just walk in with my head held high, give my condolences, talk to those family memebrs that I feel comfortable talking with, and to leave. There is no need for me to stay, and besides it is an hour and a half drive for me to get there, so I will need to get on the road. My emotions are still all over the map, but I am most concerned about the parents and siblings. They must be going through so much right now. Again, thank you for your support. It means a lot to me.