I admire you so much for what you do. I don't think my heart would be strong enough. I know you think you've failed Goldie but please don't. You gave her what love you could and even if she didn't have a happy life all the time, she had one with you. I wish that someone good would have given her a chance. I'm crying right with you. I'm sure that she has a special place at the RB. I like to think that all the homeless and mistreated animals have it even better there because they didn't have a good life on earth. My angel Duke will look over her until you can be with her again.