I know exactly how you feel! I had an 8 pound 11 ounce baby and had to have that suction thing to get him out! I was in labor for a couple days and went into labor the night before I was to be induced and for a week they kept saying I was only 1/2 centimeter dialated and were going to use some balloon thing on me until the head dr. decided to check before they did that and saw that I was actually 3 centimeters dialated and they broke my water that morning around 9 am and I had my son at 9:24 pm I ended up with tons of stitches ! Hang in there you will do great im sure and hopefully they will just give you a C section if you want.