Jen, everything will be okay. I have never been pregnant but have had a few close people that I have watched pregnant. It is completely normal to feel like that.

I know you will be a great mom. We talk often on MSN and I can tell by your words and knowledge that your baby will be extremely lucky to have you as a mom. He/She/ or even they lol will grow up in a great household and become wonderful people.

Have you ever thought about starting a blog? I am reading a friend's pregnancy blog right now and she lets out alot of emotions in it. It makes her feel better too.

I wish you luck and if you ever need to talk don't hesitate to IM me.