I am at loss of words!Anna was so bubbly today she was howling and trying to play with storm.

I put her on the leash,i took her around to have a potty break and she wanted to go back in the house i broke down,Then at the vets they were so comforting they must of thought i was loosing it all i could say was"She has been through so much"And she is too old to be going through this"

And i walked her to the cage,when they shut the doors she looked at me and started to howl.My heart is breaking.

I will know more tomorrow,They said to call at noon.
They are not sure if they will leave it open to drain or not,I just pray to god this is over i want the rest of her days she has left happy at home not back and forth to the vets office.

I appreciate all the prayers you all mean so much to me,I'm doing all i can for her,I miss her i look at the corner where shy lays and just start to weap.

Is it possible i'm being selfish?