Isabel,

I am so sorry you are going through a hard time. You are such a wonderful person, and deserve the best in the world.

Try to stay focused on what is best for you. I know it is hard, but I think it is the best you can do. I'm not really good at giving advice on this kind of situation, but I'll be keeping you in my thoughs.

((((HUGS)))) Hope everything becomes more clear soon.