Lexie....I am so sorry. I have not been on PT in a while due to somethings here. I wish there was something I can do for you and your family. I am so deeply sorry for you and your family's loss. I know how hard it is to lose a baby....tell you mom that she is in my thoughts and prayers. I hope this all works out for you guys. Chin up. I know it is hard, but it will get better. You are being thought of, all of you. Lots of (((HUGS))) and warm wishes.