I miss her. And I can't seem to get past losing her, losing Zipper, losing Mimi and Murphy. They were all so special, but it seems that I can accept the loss of Murphy and Mimi more easily. They were old ladies. They had lived full lives. Zipper and Lilly didn't have that chance. It has been two months since Lilly left us. I keep looking for her and missing her. I don't know when it will get easier. I don't want to forget her and I don't want anyone to forget her.