I know. Every time I think of her being in that house and so afraid, I get angry. I imagine that every time she has to go to the vet, it's going to be a struggle. The cats of mine that have had trauma are still that way, Puddy, Yodie and Specs. The others are pretty good about it. But imagine nearly having her tail torn off and then going back to the place where she had the surgery and more pain. But Suzy is one patient gal and Macy races upstairs to be w/Kiara when she comes home from school. Macy wants to be a vet when she grows up. Yes!