Well tomorrow is our big day, wish us luck. Hopefully the specialists can shed some light on what ever is wrong with my baby girl.
As time goes by, you get a better outlook on the entire picture. I've noticed some things that I didn't at first. Some good, some bad. Sadly I have to admit that I honestly feel like this is going to be some sort of non-curable, horrible thing. I just hope & pray that it is at least treatable. To give her back a little bit of her old self & to give her the opportunity to stay here a little longer.

Her appetite did improve for a little while there, and at that time I really think she just did not feel good. Now her appetie is slowly decreasing a little bit. But this time I think it is mostly because she is so frustrated with herself. So lately I've been feeding her laying down in the living room. She still probably feels a little under the weather though, as she turns down some of her treats that she used to eat. (but she won't turn down the good treats lol). And some of it might just be because she likes the royal treatment. lol (although I try not to cater to her needs too too much, I don't want or need a picky dog at this point).

Her gait on the other hand has not improved at all. It never did. I think for a little while there I thought it too was improving slightly, but I think I was wrong. I think she just learned how to move around better. Like she walks along surfaces like walls, couches, tables, etc... to help balance her better. And that if she keeps her back legs far apart when standing/walking she has better balance. She has learned to even play with Kaige a little tiny bit (she mostly lays down but hey, she's at least enjoying herself a little more).

Raustyk gets her blood drawn again tomorrow to see if mainly her bun & cre levels have decresed.

I'm very nervous about tomorrow, or actually I am more scared I guess than anything. Scared that the outcome will not be good, scared that I will forget to ask important questions & give important information. I have a list going & believe me I am using it. I'm bringing a note pad so I write a lot of things done.

It's really scary because she has seen 3 different vets over the last few weeks many times each. She's had ultrasounds, x-rays, extensive blood work, tests, treatments, drugs, fluids, therapy & we were still unable to really pinpoint the problem or the treatment.

Hopefully it's just me being paranoid & nervous. I keep trying to tell myself that. lol

So Raustyk & I would like to politely ask yous to keep us in our thoughts tomorrow. Our appt. is at 11:30. We thank you (in advance), from the bottom of our hearts!