I'm so saddened to hear this. Seeing Teddy's happy face in your sig shows how incredibly happy he was with you. Try to take comfort in the fact that you gave a great life to a great dog.

I know what you mean by not being able to cry yet.. that happens to me. You'll find the right time to cry, and if you ever need anyone to talk to, all of us are here for you. =]

BIG ((((hugs))).