I am so sorry about Pierre. I could feel how much you're hurting and missing him. He sounds like my kind of cat. Even though his life was brief, he lived life his way and what more can we ask of life? His death was tragic but his passage was not. And you were with him as he took his final breath and this helped to make his transition easy. Bless you and your mother and Pierre. That boy is gonna play hard at the Rainbow Bridge!