I'm so very sorry. I know you can't help it about your animals and it breaks my heart for you to have to do so. It sounds like you've just been dealt too much for you to handle. I hope that you can find some strength from your friends and us here. If you need any other help from us, don't hesitate to ask. We will do as much as possible. Hang in there and just take it one day at a time, ok?
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