Quote Originally Posted by lizbud
That sounds like a full blown anxiety attack. It might be wise to see a
Doctor who can help you control this. Best of luck.

After reading her post I was going to say the same thing, seeing as how I've had many of those. When I go into one, I totally blank out & don't remember much or anything at all... I just wake up the next day in bed totally baffled... But thats when my ex use to scream & scream & threaten me. I haven't had once since we split a year a go. But I still get anxiety attacks, just not that kind anylonger...

My ex said I would be pacing, crying, shaking & then would start having problems breathing & just before I passed out, he'd put me to bed

Try to just stay out of arguments with your dad.. if he starts anything WALK AWAY! Even leave the house if you have to! My mom use to upset me daily (I think she enjoyed it) for many many many years... When she killed my dog dec 13th 2003, I dissowned her 100%... I haven't seen, or spoken to her since.. she has no idea where I live, & knows very little about me... I have never felt better. I no longer have to worry about answering the phone, or be scared to open a piece of mail, or scared to open my front door (ya ok I live in a bad getto, but that doesn't count lol)...

Just try to keep strong, until your out on your own!!