I thought it was heartwrenching to read your earlier post but this one is even more difficult to read. I can only imagine how you must have felt during this entire ordeal. But you did NOT give up. You stayed the course. It was absolutely the best thing for Alex. That cat was miserable. Yes, he had his peaceful moments, thanx to you but you couldn't be w/him 24/7. I know you would've liked to have been but you couldn't. Now he can see and hear and play and he's seizure free, pain free and loving his life as one of God's creatures should and was meant to. You not only didn't give up. You gave him a good and better life, this side of the veil and beyond. The candles are still burning for you both.