Thank you so much everyone! I just can't seem to cope with my life. I don't understand at all and I can't seem to get over it. I came back home we were together for 3 weeks and he left again. I wish there was some way I could just fall out of love so easily. How do you do that after 27 years? I asked him and he just shrugged his shoulders. He told me not to even bother praying to God because it wasn't going to do any good. He is so messed up and suffering from depression so bad and I can't talk to him about it. I miss my husband. I miss my life. I can't seem to move on. I realized that it has been a little over 5 months since this all started and you would think that I would be better than what I am. I am just still so devastated and broken and wish I weren't here any more.

Amy, you could never bother me! You know I love our occasional online chats.