Lisa I'm so sorry to hear you've been sick. I hope you are better and can take it easy to make sure you are fully recovered.

I can understand your fears and concerns. Just being down a few days from surgery made me realize how much I really do in the day to day care of my cats. I know for most people it would be overwhelming and at that time I just had 5 cats and then the rescued kittens. For us, we are past our limit on cats and I know that I should not add any more. I never meant to add two more kittens but it just happened. I know your numbers are multiples of mine and the thoughts of what if are probably very scary.

(((HUGS)))