UPDATE from MYSELF !!(= LUT)

It is now 2.45 pm GMT+1 hour (= 1 hour later than in London).
I am expecting my hubby home at 3.40 pm. We will be leaving for hospital right away then .
In fact I should be scared terribly; but not this time:
My painkillers, even the patches, are NOT helping me anymore . This is making life not worth living anymore for me... . Sounds hard, I know, but that is how bad I feel!!

ps. from now on my updates will be posted by Brody's Mom (Denise), or my daughter Indra .

Bye dearest friends!! Cannot wait to write here "I AM BACK" in huge red coloured capitals! I LOVE YOU ALL !!!