Confused and mostly alone

[DrKym]

I read through the whole post also.
I am sorry to hear of anyone going through so much turmoil and heartache, our family will light a candle for your lost child, and for you and your husband. I wish there was more to be said to help you with your grieving, but it is difficult to grieve, and because of that it seems to be more difficult to help a friend while they are grieving. I feel a lot of friends and family too, don't know what to say or how to help so they withdraw instead.

Our prayers, and also our altar to send you healing and happiness energy.

the Goodnows.

[krazyaboutkatz]

I'm sorry to hear that you're going through some rough times right now. I hope that things start getting better for you. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. (((HUGS)))

[DJFyrewolf36]

Thank you all so much for the wonderful replies! Knowing people care and that I am not alone is a great comfort to me. I've been doing a lot of praying today, and I believe I have come to terms with a lot of things but it still is hard.

One day at a time, right? God always has a plan!

Again thank you so much for listening to me vent, venting it out helped a great deal.

a great big *HUG* to all of you!

[Catty1]

Hey - I, for one, would love to read a thread about the good things happening to you in music!

[DJFyrewolf36]

Hey - I, for one, would love to read a thread about the good things happening to you in music!

Thanks I'm a DJ (hence my username lol) and I just put out a couple of demo mixes online. The responses so far have been really positive, and a couple of people have been hinting at possible gigs they want me to play. It's wierd, I was mixing a little bit more mainstream beats and wasn't getting much of anywhere, then I started to mix things that people don't hear a lot of and now people can't get enough. I'll be sure to keep everyone updated on that, as dispite all the negatives of late, music keeps me in a positive frame of mind.

I just stopped in to update...the local newspaper just put out a story about the accident involving my friend:

http://www.nevadaappeal.com/article/...NEWS/102250097

Its so wierd having someone you know be front page news...especially like this. I wish I knew what I was feeling but I really don't