Thanks everyone. Still feeling crap. I had to phone in sick because I was supposed to be working this evening and tomorrow morning but I couldn't do it with the state I'm in.

Our Jess seems a bit depressed too. Maybe partly because she knows Mists gone but also because of how depressed I look. She kept looking up at me in this funny way when I took her out. She didn't even mither me to throw her ball...just plodded along.

I nipped her out again last thing around the block like I did with her and Mist before and I looked behind me...usually Mist would be plodding along behind because I'd let her follow us off the lead but there was nothing there. I made too much gravy as well when I made her supper. I'm used to making enough for two mouths.