Oh man I am so sorry that life has handed you such a terrible hand. Your new kitty looks so sweet I am glad to hear that he is helping you through your tough times. I would fight for your other kitty if that is what you want. You should at least get that I would think????? So glad to hear about your kitty,they really do heal you in times of need. He might be the healing soul you have needed for awhile. You take care