I've been wondering where you have gone, lizzie. I missed our conversations. and yours too, kuhio98, I never could thank you both enough.

quoted by moosmom
They would never EVER do what you are accusing them of. I also believe that it's not PT or the members that are the issue. Your life reads like a great American novel. Like I've said before, it's always something with you. You got thrown out of your apartment, you had to rehome your cats, you got assaulted, you adopted a chinchilla, you got your cats back, yada, yada, yada. What's next???

yadayada?? I never felt I had to feel godsmacked by a post here I didn't needed to hear. I don't think I have to copy/paste off mayor's apologizes, and what's next??? a better place, I hope. if you please read my threads carefully, chinchilla was a gift and getting cats back wasn't what I expected at first and I'm thankful to have them back because I wouldn't have had them back. I wish you'd PM me with what you're upset about but I can't take the blame from anyone when there's always something happens that were not IN my hands and I will always fight what lies untrue.

everyone, please understand, I truly don't want to leave either. I'm tired of hiding, carrying my pet talk burdens around where I always come here for public peace and then mayor can't do the justice here. I know it's just a forum, but remember, if it's just a forum, it must be more than just a forum (strangers) that hurt me the most. plus, with my ridiculous tumoril, I need to go and figure out what's more important for me, fair for you all and gather everything into one place. I just don't know what's right or too much I am asking for where my life stands now... but tonight, my friend's going to cook me a big belated italian birthday dinner and I'll start there.

as always, thank you everyone for posting in this, and PMs - there were a couple of good points here I needed to be reminded of - I will be the change I want to see. I promise I will think twice and keep in touch with you friends, just not for a while now.. I will miss you all.