I am the worst owner..what do I do?? Aweful... :(

[kb2yjx]

Ditto to the above, you would be doing the right thing in helping your cat by rehoming her! Shelters are rather particular in adopting out....Good Luck!

[catnapper]

I agree with rehoming her, but this is probably not what you wanted to hear.

You'll have to read the instructions on the package at the pet store to find out if the dewormer is ok to give a pregnant cat. I don't know.

Once she has the kittens, things are about to become even more expensive.... do the loving thing and let her go. Learn from it for the next time and adopt an already spayed cat.