I know how much you love Kishii and do not want to leave her. If you choose to stay with Kishii instead of going then that means that you truly did not want to go to University, so maybe having Kishii not able to go is a good thing. And mom knows that if you do go, I will gladly take care of her and let her out to play sometimes. I know I would never be able to love her like you do, but she has already grown on me, so she would grow on me more, and she would get love.