I know how sad it is to have your baby shun you.

Can you find a special place, or blanket or something that you both can share, that nothing bad ever happens to her?

For Bella and I it was the laundry room, on the washer. I won her back by trying to steal cuddles up there.

And, if you can possibly delegate any of the 'bad mommy' duties to someone else, it will help.

With Malfi, we give him some butter on the end of my finger after he takes his meds. He likes that.

Thinking of Nakita.