You are in my thoughts and prayers every day Robin. I know that for me it has helped to just pray for peace and acceptance, rather than pray for something specific to happen. It can be a little scary doing that too, because you crave things to be the way you long for them to be so much, and by not praying specifically for it you feel you may be giving up on it, but for me I've found a strange peace in simply praying for inner peace and strength, no matter what else happens. I hope that makes sense. {{hugs}}