Oh Gayle, I am so very sorry. I wish there were was something I could do or say that will help but I know only time will heal. you are in my thoughts and if you need anything just ask. hugs sweetie
May Sebastian have a peaceful trip to the bridge. Chaos, Biggie, Mr Nibles, Annie and Banshee will all be there waiting for him with open paws. They'll show him the ferretone fountain & tubes and balls and all that fun stuff.