It sounds like you feel toward your Trigger as I felt toward my Siamese girl Genevieve. I loved her from the moment I found her, from a newspaper ad that described her as "the perfect pet." And she was--for the ten years we had each other, the only thing she ever did "wrong" was to become old and ill and eventually leave me. She too needed medications every day, which she accepted trustingly and patiently. Toward the end I had to feed her with a syringe, which is when I let myself realize it was time to let her go to sleep.

Love your girl, and be glad for every minute you share. Best wishes to you both from Minnesota, USA