I just hate asking for help. I was doing so good doing it on my own I think that is why I am taking this so hard. I always wanted to just do it with me and Marissa I finally did it now I feel like a failure.
Pride won't pay the bills, hon.

Go to the agencies and get the help - think of it as a BRIDGE to getting independent again.

There are some really good people there too...give yourself a break and Marissa too!

hugs