I'm so sorry you have to go through this, especially at this time of year.

I've been in your shoes and the stress alone is enough. Please do yourself a favor, go to your nearest state agency and apply for any benefits you are qualified for, i.e, housing assistance, unemployment, food stamps, etc. Any little bit will help. Also register with temp agencies. Alot of companies are hiring now because of holiday vacations. I've been working two part-time jobs just to make ends meet where I am. It's tough and very exhausting, but you do what you have to do to take care of yourself and your little family.

You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

With HUGS from someone who has been there.