I Have:
Allen who has the sweetest face on earth, he just looks so trusting, like he knows I hold his life in my hands
Pouncer who is the eternal kitten and makes me laugh with his silly activities
Harry who is hubby's special boy (and I have come to terms with that )
Abby who is my lover girl, my lap kitty, my bed warmer.
Flutter who is my sweetheart, little miss innocent, my squeaky girl who has me wrapped around her little paw.

Yet I MISS:
Angel. Why did I let her go? I know she has a wonderful life with Flutter's sisters... I let her go and I miss her so much that it feels like my heart cracks each time I think of her. I only had her in my life for 6 months yet she touched me in many ways during her short stay. I constantly am looking out for her replacement -- I wanted Puff and I know she is a mere shadow of who Angel is.