Catherine,
Bless your heart. If I could I would give you a huge, reassuring hug, right now. What a special, feeling person you are. Your Olmos is in God's hands right now. From your loving hands to God's hands. His little body must have been too weak, regardless of what you did, but you showed him real LOVE, and that meant a lot.
Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Logan