Ann, so sorry to hear things are going the best for you right now. I really do miss you! Like Niina said, you can email me anytime, to vent or whatever!
And I'm also very sorry you didn't get into the school you wanted. I couldn't stand school when I was younger, and sometimes I'm sorry to didn't go to college, but maybe somewhere down the line the classes you are taking will be of use to you (hopefully!)
Well, take care of yourself and try not to work "TOO" hard!
Come see us whenever you can!
Anna