Oh Ann, I know exactly how you feel. I used to hate school when I was there, and I swore I'd never return after I graduated. And I haven't.
Too bad you don't have time, but it can't be helped.

Coulnd't you have kept a year off or so? And try again next year to get to that school you wanted to. I don't think it's going to do you any good to force yourself to study something you are not intrested at all.
Anyhow, all the best for you, and if you ever need to vent out or anything, feel free to email me!

((((((((((((((((((((Ann)))))))))))))))))))))))