I have some good news! Its not a Spinal Hernia WOOHOO! I let my friend look at it better last night when I got home. It was a turned/shifted disk & was swollen because of that. That was mostly fixed last night. I need to get it worked on 4 more times & the muscles might go back into place. She said it looks like someone kicked me in the back. I don't remember being kicked, punched yes, squeezed baddly yes, but not kicked.

There is also some bad damage to my pelvic/spine. She touched me there & I screamed in pain... I had no idea it was sore until she poked me there. My spine there isn't even in the right place, its all messed up. Thats being worked on tonight. I know how that happened & I don't even want to think about it anymore. All these flashbacks suck & my friend feels horrible for making me think about them again.. sigh

I did shock my friend however... When she finished with my back lastnight, she asked if I was going to puke on her floor. I giggled & said no, why would I puke on your floor. She said most people puke when they get a disk put back into place... I said oh, well I feel fine in the gut department & ate dinner. She was even shocked that I handled the pain so well. Chad said just looking at her working on me was making him sick. hehe It didn't hurt that much... well the pelvic are is a different story.

I yelled & burried my head, THAT hurt, & still does... I was up 1/2 the night with it being sore... Sitting here isn't helping with the pain either... I think my bus idea would be a quicker fix for my pelvic area... my god it hurts... it feels like it was hit with a hammer.

I hope I have the strength to fight the pain thats coming tonight, as its going to be far far far worse.

I really do thank everyone for the support, its helping a lot.