It was so hard to sleep last night, because I kept crying. I kept thinking, why didn't I ask her about why she thought she felt fine, but I didn't. Maybe something was going on then, and she could have got to a doctor.

I just miss her so much. I remember talking to her on msm messenger about how to cook foods for my diabetic husband. She kidded me about her writing me a cookbook! She was such a sweet and a fun person.

I loved her and she is going to be missed so much.

Willie