Sami, I'm so sorry to hear about your loss of Emily. I know it's very hard to lose a pet. I would be devastated if it was me. Just try to remember the good times that you had with her. I'm sure she's playing with all the other animals at Rainbow Bridge. Pet Talk is a great place to go to for comfort and support. We all understand what you're going through. Please take care and I hope you"ll begin to feel better soon. {{{HUGS}}}