A whole year tomorrow. :(

[Chilli]

I've experianced the feeling, also.
My grandmum died in April '05 from Lung Cancer... actually from a heart attack. The fluid from chemo built up around her heart (or something like that)..... She was the only grandparent I'd ever had in my life (the other three died before I was born).
((((hugs)))) to you... the 1st anniversery is so hard.

[mustlovedogs]

Thanks you all so much for all of the hugs and prayers, my family and friends really appreciate your concerns. I am so sorry that so many of you have lost loved ones- it's so hard to deal with and so hard to go through. Thanks so much again for the hugs and prayers. I am also sending some out to you!