I'm so sorry to hear about your Grandma. I don't really remember mine that well, she died when I was about 8 or 9. I was really hurt because she babysat me and my sister all the time. I loved going to her apartment to see her and I remember going and cleaning it out with my parents and my uncle, it was so sad. My mom gave me a little dog statue she had on her dresser to remember her. I love it so much.