that was my first reaction and my eyes, mind and heart still didn't want to believe this..

someone actually emailed me the very day our nookbeanie flew across to his rainbow home and I hadn't had a chance or good words to say! but know I've been thinking, thinking and think of you ever since, okay?? I know how much you love that boy! a gentle dear one.

I totally know what kind of shoe you're stuck in right now.. I still feel that way with my baby miles. his ashes' always in front of me so he can be close with all of us.. hope nanook's urn will come out as precious as he was for you! he was your everything, your half, treasure, buddy, heart, soulmate and life.

gee, I can't believe it was a week after I last went to your home and hugged him. did you know that I whispered to him, his heart because he doesn't hear very well, "oh I'm glad you're still here! alive. and if I don't ever see you again, know I love you too." then he woofed! heck, I'd like to keep that last momentary and feel the furs of him...sigh.

((((hugging you dearly)))), don't forget I'm here, near you! I am so sorry you're grieving all through this, sue and we love you, brave nooker bean man!

REST, FLY IN PEACE
NANOOK