Nanook is in the heavens above

[lv4dogs]

It's been one week today and I can't really say that is has gotten any easier. I deal with it though, taking each day & each moment as best as I can, just like he would want me to do. It's so tough, seems like everywhere I look & everything I do reminds me of him in one way or another. I can't even begin to explain how much I miss him. It's so hard as I don't really have anyone I can talk to, or at least someone with experience or the like and especially so since I have very limited net access now. I am lucky though to at least have who I do have & I am thankful for that. Even these posts seem to help, as PT also has a special place in my heart & all of you members really do mean a lot to me. It's like family here. I thank each & everyone of you for your support & kind words, they mean a lot to me.
I still talk to him, daily, many times daily & I know he hears me and I swear he even talks back. I can at least I can now smile when I think of all the fond memories we have together.
I almost feel like I could blab on forever about him, about all the adventures we've had & I also feel like I could share every single picture I have of him with yous but either my mind goes blank or time is limited. He really is a special boy.
Have fun up there Nook, you are dearly missed but your place is at the bridge now. I am sure you know what to do I'll see you again someday bud. Love you lots my Nooker Bean. xoxoxooxox & tons of massages!

[buttercup132]

It's been one week today and I can't really say that is has gotten any easier. I deal with it though, taking each day & each moment as best as I can, just like he would want me to do. It's so tough, seems like everywhere I look & everything I do reminds me of him in one way or another. I can't even begin to explain how much I miss him. It's so hard as I don't really have anyone I can talk to, or at least someone with experience or the like and especially so since I have very limited net access now. I am lucky though to at least have who I do have & I am thankful for that. Even these posts seem to help, as PT also has a special place in my heart & all of you members really do mean a lot to me. It's like family here. I thank each & everyone of you for your support & kind words, they mean a lot to me.
I still talk to him, daily, many times daily & I know he hears me and I swear he even talks back. I can at least I can now smile when I think of all the fond memories we have together.
I almost feel like I could blab on forever about him, about all the adventures we've had & I also feel like I could share every single picture I have of him with yous but either my mind goes blank or time is limited. He really is a special boy.
Have fun up there Nook, you are dearly missed but your place is at the bridge now. I am sure you know what to do I'll see you again someday bud. Love you lots my Nooker Bean. xoxoxooxox & tons of massages!

I'm glad your feeling better. Your big teddy wouldnt want you to beat yourself up over his passing away. He wouldnt want his mommy to get sick. Just keep taking it slowly .