Awww dear Kirsten, I am sorry you are going through this ..... . It was very couragious of you to come here and post about it!! It is the first big step to recovery
It is a good idea to talk to your doctor about your reaction on those pills. But I know from experience that antidepressants only start working properly after at least 2 to 3 weeks... . In my case I felt very nervous and anxious, but these syptoms faded away after a while, untill one day when I realised the sun was shining again!!
Take every day at one time, and let your body adjust itself to the medication.

Take care, dear Kirsten . Hugs to your nurses Lily and Luna