Souraya it's so wonderful to hear from you, but I'm very sorry to hear how lonely you are. I can't even imagine being in your shoes.
Of course there's nothing I can say to make you feel better but know that we're all here for you if you ever feel lonely and need a shoulder (or many shoulders ) to lean on.
Take care.

Lots of (((HUGS)))
Anna, Roxey, Huney & Bon