I can't say enough how wonderful this place is. You have welcomed me "home" with tons of kindness and great words of comfort. PT has always meant so much to me but right now its so important. Where else can you find such a large and loving group of people that can truly understand the pain of losing furbabies. It's really nice to be "HOME" again.

It is with great sadness that I tell you that Lucky was PTS tonight.
He was in such horrible condition that I felt guilty for having let him go this long. I kept hanging on to the hope that he would get better and I'm afraid I made him suffer too long. I guess that doesn't matter now and its over for him.

After Lucky went to the bridge I held another shelter kitty while she crossed over too. She was a petite, sassy little girl with tons of attitude and personality. Her name was Amora but I called her Witchy Poo. A real little stinker she was and she and I had a special bond. I'll have to tell you about her some day. She was such a little hoot. What a shame and so so sad. I hope she and Lucky met up quickly and went over together. What a pair that would be.

I feel totally exhausted and I swear I can't have another tear in my head. I pray over and over for this to end now. I can't bear the thought of losing any more. So far everyone else is looking ok and showing no signs of the illness. God willing this will stop

Thanks again for all your support. I really need it. Hopefully in a few days I will find the energy to share the three newbie brats. Yes, I was miserably failing at fostering again the whole time my computer was down!

Thanks everyone, it's good to be back.