Oh Lisa
First of all...WELCOME HOME!!!
My heart is breaking for you and your family. I am so SO sorry you have to endure all the pain and heartache of losing your furbabies. You have been in my thoughts and prayers on a daily basis.
Rescue has it's rewards and it's pitfalls. So many unwanted, abused animals that wait, day in and day out, for someone to love them. Sometimes, when it starts to effect you the way you've described (been there, done that), you have to step back and re-evaluate everything. Those poor precious babies who have to pass over to the Bridge, deserve to have someone to hold them, telling them how much they are loved while they pass, and for that they have you. But you also have to take care of yourself honey, or you won't be any good to anyone. I share this from my personal experience. That's why I had to take a break from volunteering. There are so many of them out there, it can get totally overwhelming. It's like trying to bail out a sinking boat with a teaspoon.
Please take care of yourself, sweetheart. We all love you here at PT and worry about you.
Love and huge ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))
Donna
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