I'm still alive, kinda...

Times are not good & PT is at the bottom of my todo list. I have no time to even read PMs or do much of anything.

Yes there is a guy, a great guy by the way No time to go into details, but hes litterly my twin.. its scary as hell, & we get along so well, as we like & disslike pretty much the same as the other.. So communication is freaken awesome!! I'm talking about 6+hours/night on the phone + the computer (we chat & work onthe computers at the sametime) hehe

I don't want to go into to many details, as its a huge kick to my ego or whatever its called & my family doesn't know (I've been lying to them & many other people)... I am poorer then dirt its self... My meals are far & few inbetween most days... I'm just getting over a month long illness as I couldn't afford any medication to help... It started in my throat, then my toncils (sp) swelled up & I could hardly swallow anything.. then it went back into my throat & into my lungs.. that wasn't fun at all... My lungs are almost cleared up now, & my body is tired as hell...

Thats all I have time to type & I more then likely wont have much or any time to reply anytime soon... I will try, but its unlikely... I mostly want to be left alone & try to enjoy what little time I have to myself, & with the critters.

In about 2 more Aug. I know for sure things will get better. As I plan to go back to school & I'll have help surviving.. but for now I need to work on my future career, as work tried to hire me for a MUCH better spot (my dream job), but I'm no wheres close to being ready yet. But my boss wants me to work on it, cause if a Jr. spot pops up, He'll come to me again... I'm working my butt off at work, as I need a good name, so I can move up & get approved becasue I'm well known & liked (personality is a big thing in the company, along with skills)...

oh boy, its 4am, I have to get up for 8am I'm gone for now...

Flatcoatluver, whats your MSN username? I really don't remember our chat on MSN.. I'm so bad with msn names.. sorry Just send me an MSN message & I'll rename it so I can remember.