I do want him and I bet if I acted pitiful enough I could talk Richard into it but the bottom line is really Ripley. The vet told me absolutely no stress because every time he gets a little stressed he gets sick from the kidney failure and he also gets a UTI which makes things worse. I can't do that to him or us because he begins spraying in the house when he is sick.

I don't know why I've let this get to me so much. I've been fighting the kitten urge for months but I've been able to say no because of Ripley and I know we are at a full load as it is. This little guy just calls to me above and beyond the others.

I just wanted to boo hoo to you guys. I'm so bad that I've been emailing his picture to Richard at work every week telling him he is still available. I have to get over this!